It was lust not love. Im sorry.I was happy,I was loyal,I never hurt you,Maybe you never told me.But now that I'm gone.I'm over you,Don't come into my life again,Don't ruin my happiness.I always put up with other peoples shit just to make them happy.I always held my tongue till the last day.Till death was for front in my mind constantly.Now im telling you to stay the Hell away.I like my happiness.And ill protect it.Nothing will get in my way this time.If you push me to far,I'll let you know.Cause all that time I held my tongue.It got recorded into my mind.I wasn't in love with you.I realize this now.I'm sorry for that.I really thought I was,But lust and love go hand in hand.But I love the girl im with,So step off.Cause ya I'm a fighter,But No ones ever seen me fight.And I don't think,That you want to be the first.
What if??????What if??????What if.What if you wouldn't have let me go.What if our fire was still lit.Now I cant stand you.Oh look I'm writing something about you.I wish I could wipe you from my memories.I did love you.I could have been yours.I wouldn't have been his.What if????Why would what if apply to us.That's right,I haven't thought of a good what if?Please I don't care anymore.I've moved on,You should too.But please.Take you head out of my life.I don't need you around.Cause all you do is hurt me.If that's what you want.Then here.When I hear your crying,I stop in my step and almost fall over.A million daggers would be the comparison.It never will leave me.No matter how much I hate you.Cause I'm A loyalist.So What if's don't apply here.